Lucky I'm Inlove :))

Sunday :) 08.09.2009

A very ordinary day for me. We have our monthly conference in our church. Ate Elda (leader) was very busy that time because we have a guest speaker for the month of August. Well, every time we have our guest speaker, my feeling is " so?" (i'm mean haha!) but then when i went inside, Ate Elda introduced the "guest speaker" to me. It's kinda funny situation then... i can't forget that line "nakakasilaw" haha! he said that when i'm approaching Ate Elda.

Skip.. skip.. skip .. ^_^

So the conference was over. I'm going home na with my bestfriend. ahh i remember that time i was very very tired (dies) . Feeling ko I'm in a hurry that time pero hindi naman ...

Monday :) 08.10.09

Boring.. Zzz ( the kain-tulog-computer-tv mode) haha! i'm very lazy, i know.

(tutut tutut tutut) my cellphone [ate elda] I'TS A GM (group message) .. argh!

(tutut tutut tutut) Business Card [ Julian Tasis III] aha! takbo na ........ sa tindahan haha!

pa-load mode. hmmm i dunno why i didn't ignore that text. I hate GM but that time i'm in good mood to reply and text someone.

Ate elda's "GM"

[ Magpasalamt po tayo kay ka Julian sa pagiging Guest Speaker nya - GM ]

My Text to Ka Julian

[ thank you blah blah blah .. cant remember what i've texted ]

Ka Julian

[ i got your number from ka Elda ]

SHOCKS! gulat! sindak! haha just kidding :) *KILIG*

I dunno what happens next basta we're very "close" na agad [ as in parang mtagal na magkakilala ] weird huh pero i love it :)

Well, the day is approaching so fast [ he's in singapore nga pla that time ] di ko na namalayan na uuwi na sya August 17, 2009 to be specific. I'm very excited ksi my understanding na kami at the same time i'm nervous paano kapag nakita niya di pala ako yung gusto nya? what if it's just a dream? what if assuming lang talaga ko na my understanding na kami? Ang daming "WHAT IFSSS". So much doubts. Bahala na si batman :)

August 17, 2009

Wew, 6pm andito na siya sa Pinas (kabado). Di ko alam yung dapat ko ma-feel, i'm so pressured!!!

skip...skip...skip...ulit !

Andito na sya sa Pinas and i'm nervous. Gosh it's killing me haha! nababaliw na ko!

Pagdating nya sa bahay akala ko mag-papahinga na sya pero ngring ang phone ko..what the .... d ko alam gagawain ko! At first i thought misscall lang yun owww myyy natawag na sya [tut] sinagot ko na. bahala na.

SHEETTTTT unang hello pa lng nya nakaka-inlove na. I super love the voice. Iba yung feeling ko nung kausap ko na sya, kabado, kinikilig, natataranta, at sbi pa nya parang nanginginig ako waaaaa hindi "parang" NANGINGINIG tlga ko sa KILIG! haha i know i'm inlove na... :)

Umabot kami ng 2am! imagine that super nangalay ung paa ko after ng mahabang pag-uusap.OMG tlga! Well kasalanan ko naman ako ung nakatayo ahaha pero nung kausap ko siya wala akong naramdaman na antok or pagod.Kung pwede nga lang di na matulog oks na oks sakin un haha!!! ok ntulog na ko ..Zzz

Ganun na ung naging routine namin. Text text sa umaga, tawag sa gabi (ang gastos) haha! well tinext pa nga nya ko kung kami na daw.OO naman hihi dun lang daw nya narinig na GF na nya ko. At take note magkikita na kmi sa friday (08.21.09) isang malaking DATE ang magaganap haha i'm so excited and i just can't hide it at ipapakilala ko pala sya sa family ko hehe

As usual mabilis lang lumipas ung araw. August 21, 2009 na agad. Alarm clock (kring kring)

OMG! it's friday. Sobra kong natataranta kung ano isusuot ko kulang na lang mag-gown ako e! haha... ok this is it papunta na ko sa meeting place.Eto na, Eto na, eto na waaaaaaa tinawagan na nya ko at andun sya sa stage at eto ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko lumalapit na sya skin. Pls. wag ako mhimatay OA lng :)

Aun na sumakay na kami ng car nya, una kong napansin sa knya ung HEIGHT nya,BADTRIP! ang liit ko as in. nakakailang. Well, nung nasa car na kami kinakabahan na ako, feeling ko nawawala ako sa sarili ko (inhale - exhale). Nagulat ako nung hinawakan nya ung kamay ko (mabilis sya haha) joke lng. kinilig ako dun while he's driving tahimik lang ako kasi wala ako masabi ang bilis ng heartbeat ko.

@yellowcab tagaytay

Eto na, "first date". Nahihiya ako kasi ganun talaga ko mahiyain. When we're eating na, i dunno what to say to him. Sobrang gentleman nya, strange yung feeling kasi hindi ko pa nramdaman yung ganun na inlove na inlove ako sa isang taong noon ko lang nkabonding.

@the highway

We dont know where we were going that moment, hmmm... he texted his mom and we decided to go to his house. I'm nervous, tinatakot niya kasi ako. haha i love him and ung smile nya grrnesss :)

@ Jaytee's home

Eto na, papasok na kami sa gate. OMG!

His mom was so excited, i can feel it. Pero yung nasa isip ko nun is sana walang ineexpect na height or itsura yung mom nya. Pero nagkamali ako she's very nice mom, mabait, interview nya ko in a nice way then yung kapatid nya kinausap din ako. Kinabahan ako pero ok lang,worth it kasi he's family is very very nice and i love them.

@our home

Pinakilala ko sya kay nanay, mommy, and tito. Well wala kasi sina mama kaya di nila na-meet nung una pero ok naman yung impression sa knya ng family ko, well he's at home na at home na that time and ok lang yun (dapat masanay na sya) :)

Now, i'm very much inlove pa rin. Walang nagbago, nadadagdagan pa yung LOVE ko for him at the same time we're praying na sana i-guide niya kami sa lahat ng bagay at desisyon namin. I'm very lucky because i know he's a God's Gift and i believe that he's the one for me, the one who will give up everything for me, the one who will give his name for me and the one who will share his life with me forever :)

I LOVE YOU HONEY ...